My husband stopped initiating sex after I turned him down three times in one week.
At first, I thought he was finally understanding that I couldn’t always be in the mood whenever he was.
Then I noticed he had stopped touching me altogether.
No random kisses in the kitchen. No pulling me closer when we watched television. No morning hugs before leaving for work.
I actually preferred it that way until one evening I asked why he was behaving like a stranger.
He looked at me and said, “I figured you wanted me to stop making advances.”
I laughed.
“There’s a difference between not wanting sex and not wanting you to touch me.”
He nodded slowly.
“That’s the part I’m struggling to understand. Because lately, every time I reach for you, I have to calculate whether you’re going to feel loved or pressured.”
Kylie Minogue, Graham Norton and Ricky Gervais play a round of questions from Elizabeth’s Sex Board Game. And it’s absolute chaos 😂
Graham Norton: We’ve selected a few, questions from Elizabeth’s sex board game.
Ricky Gervais: I'm already nervous.
Elizabeth Banks: All right. So the question here say How do you signal to a partner that you want to have sex?
Ricky Gervais: Unbelievable 😂
Ricky Gervais: Just the set-off of a buzzer. (buzzing noise)
Elizabeth Bank: second question this one's called "The Name Game." What have you named your private parts?
Rickey Gervais: Uhmm.. Pamela
Elizabeth Banks: This is really nice one for you, Graham. Ready?
Graham Norton: Yes.
Elizabeth Banks: What song... what song always puts you in the mood?
Graham Norton: Oh, S Club 7, Reach.
AAA BIG NEWS!!! I got approved to rent an apartment for a year and just finished signing + got the agreement to lease back!🫶
For those that kept up to date with me, it's been really stressful for me lately because about a month ago my current landlords suddenly told me that I had to move out because they're selling the place I've been renting at for 2 years. I wasn't prepared and super stressed since it was also in the middle of my bday subathon so I feel like my mood somewhat leaked into my streams (it's hard for me to hide my emotions 🥺). It's been difficult applying because a lot of places require you to have a "real" job, and streaming/freelance art isn't really appealing to a lot of people. My dad helped drive me around to look at places too. BUT I CAN STOP LOOKING NOW!!! Your kitty got approved!!!!! I might need to move again in another year but for now at least I don't need to worry about it. I'm really grateful to everyone who gave me emotional support during this time, especially my community. 🥰 I can't wait to be back and stream again with everyone...hopefully you haven't forgotten me yet 🤍
お昼って、ほっとする時間だよね☕️💞
今日は何食べたい気分?😊
わたしは甘いものをちょっとだけ食べたくなってるよ🍰
Lunchtime always feels like a peaceful moment☕️💞
What are you in the mood to eat today?😊
I’m craving something a little sweet🍰